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what a girl!

palewhisperstwo — 2007-10-26T02:10:52-05:00

i have no idea how to do my garter belt.
i feel ridiculous.

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it embarasses me

palewhisperstwo — 2007-10-16T05:10:34-05:00

to read things i wrote even a few short months ago.
i'm in a state of regrowth right now.

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palewhisperstwo — 2007-07-05T09:07:47-05:00

as typical as this comes across, i am not okay.

this is the worst streak of depression i have ever, ever encountered.

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palewhisperstwo — 2007-06-24T06:06:14-05:00

doing better and worse.

work in progess.

never stops.

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not satisfied.

palewhisperstwo — 2007-06-21T01:06:15-05:00

i only need lips.
why can't they just be yours?

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i am fucking wasted

palewhisperstwo — 2007-06-19T03:06:15-05:00

but love does existi thiink i just danced for hours and spilled myself all over the place and my guts are stuck in phone lines no i lied

i really dont make sense

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when you let your heart win.

palewhisperstwo — 2007-06-17T09:06:05-05:00

what is the fine line between changing yourself for someone to like you
and "correcting your flaws" to make you more appealing to them?

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when desperation sets in.

palewhisperstwo — 2007-06-16T01:06:31-05:00

this week has been hell.

i've slept in my own bed...once.

i've slept in people's basements, and at a cafe and once in my boyfriend's car at a parking lot.

but i think i've found an...

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palewhisperstwo — 2007-06-13T11:06:40-05:00

nothing comes easy.
not anymore.
i finally finished issue two of my zine. the writing, atleast. it took 6 months.
i'm moving to the city.
i really am going to do it.
maybe this weekend....

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palewhisperstwo — 2007-06-05T01:06:50-05:00

but then i get to the point where i realize how complex this all is.
while sometimes i feel as if i'm falling in and out of love simoutaneously, i realize that all the while, i am in this deep. too deep to be...

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